One of the greatest outrages of the late 20th century, and yet another piece of absolute proof as regards the fact that the so-called "news media" is nothing more than an agency of the government itself, the so-called "free" news media of america have allowed the judicial system to keep hidden or destroy the camcorder videotapes that Martyr Dylan made, together with fellow Martr Eric Harris, in which they expressed and revealed their true Reality. How repugnant, that not a single member of the mainstream news media, whose job it is to find, report, disseminate news, has had the guts or the initiative to file a proper first amendment court case, demanding complete and uncensored access to and the ability to distribute to all other news media sources, the complete contents of the five, possibly even more, original camcorder videos that Dylan and Eric courageously created, with a clear desire to reveal and expose to the world at large. No, you creatures don't want to have a tortured child tell you in his own words, why he wanted to kill 250 fellow humans, even while he was still a child. No, you don't want that information, you don't want to stare into his face on your tv sets as he tells you how you are guilty of his lifelong torture and torment. That would be Truth. That would be Forbidden Truth, the kind of Truth that you diseased creatures spend your entire lives desperately fleeing from.

"It's humans that I hate."
"I hope we will kill 250 of you."
"God doesn't exist."
"I'm sorry I have so much rage but you put it in me."
"You made me what I am. You added to the rage."
"I'm going to kill you all."
"We did what we had to do."
"You've been giving us s--- for years"
"Directors will be fighting over this story."--------------------------------Dylan Klebold

"It's a half-hour before judgment day. I didn't like life very much. Just know I'm going to a better place than here."
"We're not exactly human - we have human bodies but we've evolved into one step above you f---ing human s---. We actually have f---ing self-awareness."
"Within the known limits of time... within the conceived boundaries of space... the average human thinks these are the settings of existence... Yet the ponderer, the outkast, the believer, helps out the human. "Think not of 2 dimensions" says the ponderer, "But of 3, as your world is conceived of 3 dimensions, so is mine. While you explore the immediate physical boundaries of your body, you see in your 3 dimensions - L, W, & H. Yet I, who is more mentally open to anything, see my 3 dimensions, my realm of thought - Time, Space, & THOUGHT. Thought is the most powerful thing that exists - anything conceivable can be produced, anything & everything is possible, even in your physical world." After this so called "lecture" the common man feels confused, empty, & unaware. Yet, those are the best emotions of a ponderer. The real difference is, a true ponderer will explore these emotions & what caused them." Another... a dream. Miles & miles of never-ending grass, like a wheat. A farm, sunshine, a happy feeling in the presence, Absolutely nothing wrong, nothing ever is, contrary 180° to normal life. No awareness, just pure bliss, unexplainable bliss, The only challenges are no challenge, & then... [sketch of a wall] BAM!!! realization sets in, the world is the greatest punishment: life."---------------------Dylan Klebold